hi xanga friends...if there are some still on xanga. everyones all on myspace now. anyway, cut to the chase...
first of all, i realize that ive done some stupid shit and i cant do anything to change the past. ive already learned from it and am ready to move on.
why is it that others always want u to see things from their point of view but not vice versa?? they cant put out! a huge WHAT THE FUCK??
if you have to go around asking people for advice on YOUR situations, obviously you can't handle them. i know i am at fault for doing this too but for important, life changing decisions, you should stand up for what you believe is right, not what someone else says is right. i mean how can someone else say whats right when they dont even know the whole situation??? even if that person has "been thru a lot". being thru a lot doesnt neccessarily mean you know a lot, especially when it comes to someone elses fucking problem.
when it comes to decision making, who cares if its not what the other person wants, in the end your happiness is all that matters. people will get hurt and get over it, thats life.
if i had the ability to forgive and forget, i would be a walking idiot. little, absurd ACCIDENTS are forgettable. hurtful, unjustified WORDS can't just be forgotten.
i am irritated, frustrated, hurt and lost. just when i thought my life was starting to get back together everything had to crumble apart again. i need to find some solutions pronto. fuckin a.
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